youre in heaven now

im so so sorry.

Sun, 11 Nov 2012 16:45:36 +0000

its his sister chandra here. a few hours ago, the doctors told me that its over. he lost his battle. christian’s cuts were too deep and he lost too much blood because his old cuts were open again. they tried to help him but they couldnt and its over now. hes in a better place now .. i never thought i would lose my brother this fast and i never thought that he had all these problems. he never talked to anyone about it, not even nate, not me. i feel guilty for believing the fake smile, he always had on his lips the last few weeks. i just want to get him back and hug him and he will tell me that everythings gonna be fine. it wont happen again .. im just .. im sorry for his friends on here ..

can you guys do me a favor please and pray for chris?

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 22:00:12 +0000

He’s at the hospital. Chris already cut since a long time now and he wasn’t online because he didn’t want anyone to notice what he was going through that he never actually was smiling or as happy as he told everyone. First the others than himself. That’s what he always thought about. Now he’s at the hospital. He never stopped cutting, even if he wounds were about to open again. That happened earlier this day. They opened again because he cut over the old scars. The doctors don’t know if they can save him anymore. It’s just a 1O - 12 per cent chance to bring him back to live. I don’t want to lose my best friend. Please pray for him and keep him in your thoughts? ..

Please come back?

Tue, 30 Oct 2012 21:33:10 +0000

you dont have to come back for long just for a few minutes so i know you’re ok
so i know davids ok.
so i know his sister is ok… sigh.

i miss you

Fri, 26 Oct 2012 21:29:20 +0100

w4t3r-guns: askthemariobros: Mostly all my followers should...

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 20:15:37 +0100

w4t3r-guns:

askthemariobros:

Mostly all my followers should reblog.

No matter what.

if you can’t reblog this, i’m judging you.

for you chris.

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 21:30:36 +0100

hey chris, i know you’re not feeling so good right now so, heres a little hack to try and make you feel better yeah.

heyyy chris.
so i havent really spoke to you in a little while, because we have been doing different things like holidays and school so yeah. im sorry about that.
but you will always be my prince. like we said when we met :)
that was a while ago now..so we have been friends a long time, and along the way i have sort have drifted away from you, but i always was here if you needed me, and im sorry i was busy with alot of things to not be able to talk to you, ill make it up to you i promise.

anyway, back to talking about you.
You’re one of my bestfriends, i think i was one of your first friends on here im not to sure, but i do remember when we met, you where so sweet and made me smile alot, you helped me get through alot of things and i want to thank you for being such an amazing friend, and for being there for me, and now that you need someone im here for you…ill always be here.
please dont leave yeah? ever because i need you here your other friends need you here.you’re strong and i believe in you.

i want you to remember that you’re amazing, perfect and one of the best people i have ever met you always make me smile, and keep me going and you should never change who you are for anyone because youre perfect the way you are even with all the flaws you may think you have i still think you are perfect.
im not really sure what more to right for you, i just need you to know that youre so amazing and inspirational and i love you so much, dont you ever give up because i need you here yeah?
i love you

lmfao, deleting soon.

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 21:23:08 +0100

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

thanks for screwing me over lol.

tbh are you serious? what about annie? or your other best friends…..stay because of them

dont leave

tumblr reminds me of us. you shouldn’t even really care about me leaving.

wow chris. Because im just probably someone with no feelings at all right? yep thats fantastic tbh… sigh

never said you dont have any feelings but im done okay. i loved you, i really did and do but whatever.

Reblog if you wish cancer didn't exist.

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 21:08:22 +0100

lmfao, deleting soon.

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 20:58:58 +0100

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

thanks for screwing me over lol.

tbh are you serious? what about annie? or your other best friends…..stay because of them

dont leave

tumblr reminds me of us. you shouldn’t even really care about me leaving.

Photo

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 20:48:05 +0100

lmfao, deleting soon.

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 20:24:59 +0100

thanks for screwing me over lol.

leonor baby ♥

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:58:54 +0100

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

Heyy baby <3 how are you my perfect prince?

i’m alright, tired tho. what about you princess? <3

omg chris is on.

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:34:00 +0100

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

yourharoldanon:

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

yourharoldanon:

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

aren’t you cute :)

thanks me and Eleanor waited for you to come online.

her names leonor haha (: but i missed talking to you annie <3

im bad at names . I missed you so much.

i kinda figured that out haha <3 well now i’m here <3 so, how are you babe?

leonor baby ♥

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:18:36 +0100

omg chris is on.

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:16:53 +0100

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

yourharoldanon:

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

aren’t you cute :)

thanks me and Eleanor waited for you to come online.

her names leonor haha (: but i missed talking to you annie <3

omg chris is on.

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:04:16 +0100

imyourmileycyrusanonn:

aren’t you cute :)

reblog if you're an anon?

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 17:52:47 +0100

dopesthaz:

i’m not new but there are more anons, i just know it. so reblog please. (:

Photo

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 12:37:00 +0100

Didn’t they always say we were the lucky ones.I guess that we were once, babe, we were...

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 20:24:41 +0100

Didn’t they always say we were the lucky ones.
I guess that we were once, babe, we were once,
but luck will leave you cursed, it is a faithless friend,
and in the end, when life has got you down,
you’ve got someone here that you can wrap your arms around.

So hold on to me tight,
hold on to me tonight.
We are stronger here together,
than we could ever be alone.
So hold on to me,
don’t you ever let me go.

There’s a thousand ways for things to fall apart,
but it’s no ones fault, no it’s not my fault.
Maybe all the plans we made might not work out,
but I have no doubt, even though it’s hard to see.
I’ve got faith in us, and I believe in you and me.

So hold on to me tight.
Hold on, I promise it will be alright.
Cuz it’s you and me together,
and baby all we’ve got is time.
So hold on to me,
hold on to me tonight.

Baby i miss you so much :’(

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 21:40:00 +0100

Baby i miss you so much :’(