im so so sorry.

its his sister chandra here. a few hours ago, the doctors told me that its over. he lost his battle. christian’s cuts were too deep and he lost too much blood because his old cuts were open again. they tried to help him but they couldnt and its over now. hes in a better place now .. i never thought i would lose my brother this fast and i never thought that he had all these problems. he never talked to anyone about it, not even nate, not me. i feel guilty for believing the fake smile, he always had on his lips the last few weeks. i just want to get him back and hug him and he will tell me that everythings gonna be fine. it wont happen again .. im just .. im sorry for his friends on here ..

can you guys do me a favor please and pray for chris?

He’s at the hospital. Chris already cut since a long time now and he wasn’t online because he didn’t want anyone to notice what he was going through that he never actually was smiling or as happy as he told everyone. First the others than himself. That’s what he always thought about. Now he’s at the hospital. He never stopped cutting, even if he wounds were about to open again. That happened earlier this day. They opened again because he cut over the old scars. The doctors don’t know if they can save him anymore. It’s just a 1O - 12 per cent chance to bring him back to live. I don’t want to lose my best friend. Please pray for him and keep him in your thoughts? ..

Please come back?

you dont have to come back for long just for a few minutes so i know  you’re ok
so i know davids ok.
so i know his sister is ok… sigh.
 

i miss you

for you chris.

hey chris, i know you’re not feeling so good right now so, heres a little hack to try and make you feel better yeah.
 

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itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

thanks for screwing me over lol.

tbh are you serious? what about annie? or your other best friends…..stay because of them

dont leave

tumblr reminds me of us. you shouldn’t even really care about me leaving. 

wow chris. Because im just probably someone with no feelings at all right? yep thats fantastic tbh… sigh

never said you dont have any feelings but im done okay. i loved you, i really did and do but whatever.

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Reblog if you wish cancer didn’t exist.

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lmfao, deleting soon.

itsyourblakelively:

yourharoldanon:

thanks for screwing me over lol.

tbh are you serious? what about annie? or your other best friends…..stay because of them

dont leave

tumblr reminds me of us. you shouldn’t even really care about me leaving. 

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